My dreams lately have been so weird.

Tuesday 10

Hmmm what am I thankful for...

1. Losing weight watching biggest loser and seeing before pics really shows me how amazing a journey it has been.
2. I made a study guide for my open book test.
3. I get to dog sit this weekend
4. My grandpas hugs
5. The shower we are throwing for alissa even though its going to be a lot of work
6. Not dwelling too much this week on my weight by my accomplishments
7. I dont know my work situation if they are going to let me work everyday but I am not worried about it. Its in Gods hands.
8. For amazon.com when I lose my last mp3 charger :(
9. My friends and I get to hang out this summer!!
10. Hot days and being able to swim!!

I thought i would try this out...

Tuesday 10

1. It is the last week of classes.
2. My bffl tati has given up facebook :) well kinda she went on tonight. I dont know if i could do it.
3. My bffl listens me to talk about the same thing over and over again
4. Randy won a Stuey!!
5. Randy and I have been friends since freshman year and he knew me before I lost weight
6. Tomorrow is Earth day I am sooo thankful for earth!!
7. My group project is going well.
8. I realized tonight watching a video about NSU I am proud to be a shark even though I get mad abotu parking and tuition sometimes. I am glad I go there.
9. I can run to a whole song onthe treadmil.

This weekend has been pretty good. Yesterday was non stop. I went to class to get lunch to the movies to work to dinner. I was exhausted. I am glad work is busier and we had fun minus some new management who can never have a good time.

Today was pretty good I went to breakfast with my bffl and someone else before work then we were sooo exhausted we went to relax and went for lunch. But then my BFFL finds out her abuela(grandma in spanish lol) has pneumonia i dont know if i spelt that wrong. Its sad but God is in control so she will get better. be praying for her please. I miss seeing her grandma and I am hoping I can go to the hospital even though I dont speak spanish maybe I would brighten her day.

I used to live in the hospitals as a kid not knowing if my grandma was going to make it because of her heart issues or if my grandma with cancer would pull through the chemo this time. Would the heart meds work? Was the chemo totally tearing down my grandmas body? Was the cancer spreading as we spoke to every part of my grandmas body. Which near the end it was. As it comes closer to her beign gone 3 years it has been hard on me lately. Even though I went through all this I knew God was faithful and everything would be ok. Right now I am trying to focus on that knowing she is in heaven. But so many things have happened in my life that I wish I could talk to her about. Things I always wanted her advice on but I cant :(

I got a cardboard cut on my finger it hurts sooo bad :(

Yay for church tomorrow though I love going!!! I already know what I am wearing :)

Tuesday 10!!

Hiiii sooo its time to say what I am thankful for again!!

1. The cross and the amazing thing Jesus did for everyone!!
2. Being able to fit in my size 10 Easter Dress.
3. Watching the little kids on Easter Sunday so the parents would worship.
4. The Biggest Loser Transformation show gives me tears to my eyes.
5. That one day I can be a motivation for someone
6. That I have lost this weight slowly to learn how to do it and it be my life.
7. My amazing time I had with my family on sunday!
8. It is almost summer
9. I am excited to spend time with my grandpa this summer.
10. My sister to watch her have a really good friend helping her smile and grow in the Lord.

Easter Weekend!!

I pretty much had an awesome Ressurrection weekend. I spent time with my friends and I spent time with my family.

I saw the Hannah Montana Movie twice because it was soooo good. I loved it. Made me do a lot of thinking though. In the movie she goes to visit her grandma and her grandma reminds me mine that I lost. She wore the same type of clothes and kinda talked the same. Sometimes I think like I am forgetting too much about her. The times of her cancer have passed my mind and I cant remember her without hair just laying there in basically a vegetative state. Its really hard on me. Losing a grandma is very hard because grandmas mean so much in your life. They are your second mom they comfort you and even give you candy and money when your mom wont. I hope I am not forgetting her. It was also Easter too and holidays arent the same either without her. Like peeling an egg and her eating it. I even got some of my eating habits from her. Like to try new foods and put salt and pepper on my boiled eggs. I miss her sooo much right now it hurts a lot :( just gotta keep thinking I will see her again one day.

I went to church on sunday we met on the property but I had nusery with my little babies. It was fun!! There is this little 2 yr old Trey that when hes sad you just give him a cookie and he cheers up. He is definitely an emotional eater lol.

Then we went to my grandpas yesterday after church and had a turkey dinner yummm. I ate too much but we all just sat around. Mary Poppins was on tv and then we dyed eggs. Dying eggs is sooo much fun.

I wrote a lot but I had to write I cant stop trying to remember what my grandma looks like and what she used to sound like. :( It is very hard I feel like im forgetting it all.

Tired but I gotta do it

I am exhausted but I thankful for...

1. my amazing friends and the advice they give me this time i will follow it
2. trampolines sooo much fun
3. Had a good marlins opening day
4. i got through my speech even though i didnt want to do it
5. the stones for having us over for dinner
6. The clean fun at graces bday
7. Easter this weekend!!
8. Jesus raising from the dead
9. I actulaly want to go to bed early for once.
10. my class ring doesnt fit again

What a great day!!

It is 12:43 am I should be sleeping but I am not. But I had an awesome day today.

1. Well I went to Walmart at 8:45 this morning
2. Went to class
3. Went to Crispers with the bffl
4. Went to Target with the bffl
5. Came to my house with the bffl and worked on outlines for speeches while watching tv
6. Went to the USS at school to see Randy's project
7. Went to Walmart to get leggings for my dress.
8. Went to Grace's 18th bday party which was an amazing clean fun time celebrating her and singing praises to God and praying AMAZING time!!
9. Went to Walmart and bought some easter stuff
10. Took a midterm at midnight
11. Now I am writing this!!!

It was a great day. I have never been to a bday party like Graces. I enjoyed the time with God and when we all prayed over her at the end. She is such a great girl who loves the Lord with all her heart. She is a great friend and girl to look up to.

Tuesday now Wednesday 10

Hi! I know I am late :(

1. The glory of Jesus
2. I can run at a 7 for 30 seconds ont he treadmil
3. I got to go to Disney on Ice
4. When my parents surprise me with little things
5. I got a side job!!
6. My Easter dress is a size 10.
7. I got to see my cousins this weekend
8. I saw my grandpa cry in Disney on Ice he is very emotional.
9. My birthday is in 2 months and 9 days!!!
10. Easter is in 2 weeks!!! Besy Day ever Jesus is Alive!!!