It was a wow morning

This Sunday a lot of things were revealed to me a lot of things in my life.

Sunday School has like slowly been leading up to this. We have been going through the Psalms and today we were on Psalm 73. We were talking abuot Asaph and when you hit a fork in the road. Lately I think I have hit that fork in many areas of my life I dont know what to do I am confused and in some situations I dont know what to do. But I need to go back to the basics I need to pray, ask for help from the right people, and read my bible.

I loved these verses Psalm 73:21-28 Especially the one I was greiving but you hold me in my right hand. It goes something like that.

Then the sermon today was pretty awesome It kinda had to go along with sunday school and my life. It was call First of All. God needs to be first in out lives. The main verse was Colossians 1:18- That He Himself will come to have FIRST place in everything. If we just put Christ first everything will workout. I have done that my whole life but sometimes I struggle with things. I know he will provide my money for school so I dont worry about that anymore. But sometimes I need to sit back and think What areas of my life do I need to put Christ FIRST?

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Matthew 6:33

Then he went into talking about Matthew 6:25-34 Which goes into talking about dont worry what you wear or what you eat. I had this problem two times this weekend. I spent a good 20 to 30 mins deciding on what to eat. When life isnt about deciding what to eat it is about seeking His kingdom FIRST. When Pastor said that today I was like wow I need to just relax.

But I know somethings in my life need to change and I am going to change them. I had an awesome day at church I am determined. I am determinded to change things in my life for my grandmother. At the gym she is my determination. I wish she could be here and be proud of me. Ugh I miss her so much and lately on a daily basis. But I need to see God FIRST and it will all work out!!

Wow this is a long one if you read thanks for reading. I owe you a cookie :)